“ The parfum u gave me is the only one tt don’t remind me of you; or at least the times we had. ”
“ To you & your old ways: fuck off. To me & my mind: I fucking swear I’m not going down now, never. ”
“ & i have completely forgotten we spent NYE 2006 ‘together’ too - with the BIG & small message. wow. the irony of blogs. ”
“ What am I doing.. Still awake.. Typing: ‘what happen?’ in my head & backspacing?? ”
“ 5mths since jul now; is it a surprise that memories are becoming more & more distant as the weeks go by? ”
“ So, our last happy memory was in july. there wouldn’t be any more to come. &to tink it was freaking half a year ago. claps. ”
“ Is it going to get harder from here on.. Or would it be just january ? ”

No new year post this year… How can I write when I can’t figure out what am I feeling… Or at least figure out what is the one xin qin I’m feeling - they’re flipping here and there so often I can’t decide which I feel more.. At one moment I’m glad I know becos I feel tt make me more able to move on, the nxt moment I … Don’t know.

“ despite everything, something someone brings up still pricks me. today its hdb flats. just make me feel so.. indescribable. a year can change anything and everything. ”
“ 我要谢谢你给的,你拿走的一切。 ”
— 祝我生日快乐-Wen Lan